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Rips And Tides 4:000:00/4:00
The I in Having
The I in HavIng
A sense of self. Even just a slither, a pocket of knowing from which to see
and upon which to stand — makes all the difference.
My pocket’s been drifty, wet and warped at best. Just now starting to cure and dry.
The simplicity of having. Holding and feeling. A knowing touch and a touch of knowing.
Sends waves to wire a self.
Signals that ding a thing to form.
Signals that sing a self to knit (and sleep). All good, but.
When signals calibrate to warnings sent by landscape scarred and dry,
the self is cracked in ruin
and the world a danger farm.
Bolt upright, at attention- empty space reserved for harm.
Protection not possession keeps the having where it’s calm.
Safety sends away the knowing, the self left hanging parched and dry.
Survive on drops of faint faith callings-
now the drops are bucket high.
And slowly, ever slowly, the steadfast truth of self arrives.
I’m ready now to be the river.
Watch me float, watch me fall, watch me rise.
Luke Edwards July 15 2022